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Sunday, May 18, 2008

Dreams..a type of place where everyone visioned out their innermost wish and hopes. everyone has it, including me. dreams are like a sort of message from the heart, it tells us what we most desire but as the saying goes "dreams are the opposite of reality".

ok lets try to make a story out of it :)

One day, a boy was sleeping after turning bck and forth for ages. in his dream he saw what he likes, beautiful scenery such as the trees, flowers, birds and of course ..her.

right here he felt the joy and happiness which he thought to himself "it's too good to be true eh?"
but he doesn't care for he knew he must make the best out of it. minutes seems like hours, he goes everywhere with her..to play, study and everywhere they gone too before. it felt so real.
however, in his consciousness, he knew this is but an illusion created by him. lying there in a dilema, he was given two choices..reality or illusions. for a whil he ponder while looking at the girl he loves, what can he do? what can the small little him do?

reality and illusions are probably the hardest thing to choose but what is most important is that no matter what choices u make, u gain the courage to face it. so, after mustering up courage he look at the girl he beloved so much that he would do anything for her and made a choice. Not too long later, the pair of emerald blue eyes open(heh i wish i had those eyes therefore i add it in xD) and there he was, in his cold dark little room. he sit up from his comfortable bed and droplets of tears stream down his cheek. The courageous boy took the reality path. He took it as he knew that even thought he would love to be with the girl he loved forever, it is nothing but an illusion but the love and concern from people around him are real.

A smile shoned on his face, he knew he never made a wrong choice. And as he stood up, he gets ready for the day that is waiting for him.

The End

ahhh...it's been a long while since i enjoy writing stories and this story is abit..well..my illusion hahahaha. well yea..hope the girl i loved be happy whereaever she are. it's true we never made it pass the obstacle but what i truely gain from it is courage. The courage to love, and be loved and to say i love you. i took the reality path because i kept the illusion of u right in my heart.

maybe i should come up with a poem to end this post yeah?

"Dreams"

~~Dreams are illusion sprouted from the heart=
~~For those that yearn to break free apart=
~~Dreams are reality created by love=
~~Dreams are stories of the person i loved=

Created by Sean.

so there it goes, my post about dreams, about love and about courage. lets end this post with the simple and very special word yea?

I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U

mou ii yo_9:26 PM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

wow its been like 3 days since i last blog o.O well im gonan revive it!! lol

today i had like physics/chem paper 1 and i was like "oh gosh its quite easy" lasted 1 hour =D from 8am to 9am finish. after that headed home..and right now sitting in front of my com and typing this thing la -.- lets see..i shall summarize wad i did the previous 3 days.

ok i cant remember..only remember the sohai maths paper was SO DAM FREAKING HARD *pulls hair* hahahahhahaha. the first question and im gone already -.- mehh im kinda worried about my o lvls now ._. well basically i think mid year'sp aper is harder then o lvls ba..so o lvls should be easier =/ *hope so* well..duno what to post already -.- shall stop here. *stay tune for the next bloggie!!*

P.s <3 mabel, clarine, son and cookie dar T_T [u know how much i miss u T.T wuwuwu]

mou ii yo_6:58 PM

Sunday, May 4, 2008

fweeeeeeeeee maomao started his own blog!! lol (being slightly crazy due to technical blog issues *mumble okie im a blogtard so wad -.-*

hmm..why do i start this blog..i have no reasons why too!!! lol somethings does not need a reason right? =x

anyway..posting a song which connects to my heart right now

Title : here without you (yea i know its old but its nice)
Singer: 3 Doors Down

Lyrics:

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

ur still on my mind..unerasable

Ciaos~ (bad way to kick start a new blog eh? -.- )

mou ii yo_7:35 AM