Friday, March 20, 2009
everyday sitting here..lazing around and achieving nothing..*warning this could be a long post about all random craps*
firstly is some poems i made? (sounds crappy but originality is here....)
Sadness sprouts from deep within,
showing it is what we did,
happiness bloom from depressed seeds,
happiness fade as soon as it speaks. (shit poem -,-)
next one,
Thoughts is giving all we can,
action is giving all we have,
join them together forms a key,
unlock the mystery of the kiss.(can it be more crappier!??!?!)
last one..
Try as they might they can't get it right,
what's missing out is the bond inside,
getting the bond takes some time,
results of it is love in sight.(gg)
ok thats all about the poem side...so basically the past few days i never blog..u all must be thinking..*where the hell did sean go!?!?!?* well..for the past few days i have been playing left 4 dead (yea game freak i know) and for the past 3 days i watched finish 23 movies :D time to give my 2 cents worth eh?
Movie 1: 20th century boy 7/10
its not a bad movie..neither is it good..the plot is interesting and deep but the characters are..weird..i guess..nothing much to say except that if u like the manga, go watch it.
movie 2: Underworld; rise of the lycans 8.5/10
it's a nice movie. shows the history of before underworld was made..plot is okay but the scenes was slightly dark..to the point i can't see anything..overall, yea watch it.
movie 3: pokemon the movie: giratina and the skywarrior. 10/10 (LOL)
i like the movie. nuff said.
movie 4: The forbidden kingdom 8/10
what can i say? join action pack together with jackie chan and jet li = awesome movie.
movie 5: Dragonball evolution 1/10
yea see the rating and goes WTF!?!? well it truly lives to it's name of a rating of 1/10..characters look crap...piccolo looks like darth maul...master roshi without his shell...dissapointed but u can watch it for the girls...hehe.
movie 6: Crow 0 8/10
the movie is alittle bit like volcano high..except that they have no super powers..fighting was good and u can get drawn into the movie...it's a nice show.
movie 7: Open season 2(cartoon) 7/10
the movie was hell funny and heart warming as well..it talks about discovering who you are and treasuring those around you.
movie 8:Hancock 9/10
well..hancock is nice...it's great to see a superhero saving the citizen as well as destroying properties in the process LOL
movie 9: love guru 9/10
THIS MOVIE IS ONE BIG HELL OF A LOL. watch it!!!
well..lazy to write the remaining movies..maybe i will write it next time.. =/
theres 2 possibility when u read here. either u skip what i said or u really read it LOL. tag me the truth when u read this post..whether u skip past alot or u read every single line ya? =[
time to get personal eh? these few days i've been emoing..emo about what? well..i don't know.. have u ever felt like u need somebody to be there for you..talk to you..but they just aren't there? i bet most or even all of us encounter that before.. i constantly have that feeling and it feels really bad inside me..somethig heavy..dragging u down but theres hardly anyone u can talk to.. in my shoes..i have little friends i confess..im bad at managing friends..haha...
i hardly talk, i could not start a topic, im boring, i have a brain that shutsdown when i want to talk to someone..sometimes i feel that i don't deserve to have a friend. looking back into my life..a lot of time i have friends inviting me to hang out and what i do? i reject them. i don't know why but i have a machanism (sp?) inside me that auto rejects hanging out..its so wtf... why can't i just say "okay sure lets hang"? judging from my attitude i can figure that i can't get any girl..well girls are secondary..but i just can't get this habit of rejecting outings away..
you know, a lot of negative thoughts once go through my mind..like "why not i just go die and restart my life?", "people don't like me", "god, sean you're so useless!" and etc.. these thoughts make me depress everytime it speaks inside my head.
i shall write till here..no mood to continue..
F.r.i.e.n.d.s. do i really have them?
or are they like sands in a hourglass, forever slipping through and further away from me?
mou ii yo_11:10 AM
