Monday, January 25, 2010
ever experience when u needed an extra help and u just dont receive it? well thats wad society is for now...
yea writting this on a foul mood .
yea everyone who saw me thought that im a happy go lucky guy but thats just what they assume.
yes i wear a mask, everyone does it.
but when the mask receive too much negativity, it will crack too.
just like how my mask chipped right now.
everyone had a bottle, its just a matter of time before each bottle fills to the brim and need to let go.
i guess right now im letting everything go.
whats my mask u asked? i put on a mask or rather, a role called friendly.
i always had a belief that if im nice, my actions will get reciprocated.
but i guess the world is not as beautiful as i imagined.
it instead, holds some of the world most vile, vicious things on it.
i used to picture the world with colours of rainbo, but now? its all black and white and grey.
why does the world feels so bleak to me?
why is so many negativity surrounding me? its suffocating.
so yea back to the nice guy part, it seems i have side track a tad too much.
about being a nice person, yea everyone likes a nice person in their life.
but have they treat them like one? or rather they regard these kind of people as usable, of value
and thrash?
well i know myself that i not an entire nice guy at all but at least i show effort into it.
why must i suffer alone?
it seems everything im in need of my assistance i gave my all but when i require 1, its just not gonna make it?
is life suppose to be like that?
is this human's habit?
it seems its in every human nature to "push" help aside and be on the receiving end.
well its not the first time anyway...living on this filthy world for 18years.
perhaps its time to take the mask off and become 1 with the society? hahahaha...
gonna learn to say "i dont know" "dont ask me" "no" "i forgot" "ask him/her/them" more often =]
lets just say im turning adulthood right now eh? =]
i guess im gonna start choosing friends properly right now.
altho people say having more friends is good, but is it really beneficial?
guess not.
well ending this with a big fuck off to the world. ^^ bye.
mou ii yo_5:35 AM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
a bottle can only fill up to the amount they are created...but what about those that are already filled to the brim? some manage to empty all the water but there are other bottles which are unable to do that or don't know how to do that. those that manage to empty their water feels light but in the process adding more waater to the rest around them..
some unable to handle the large amount of water and shatter to pieces..while some just let it overflow...
but what can this particular bottle do? it does not want to add more water to others yet he does not have the capacity to hold it in anymore..
let it go? or not...
mou ii yo_3:35 AM
Monday, January 4, 2010
so..sch finally started...
and so bored ....in library writing this thing now...
just gotta post everyday for fun.
hahahahahahahhahahaha
well whats with my title? u have to ask the moon :D
bye.....
mou ii yo_9:20 PM
Sunday, January 3, 2010
well..im back to here..haha
looking back at 2009...memories are filled...
everything should start anew at 2010...
but im held back here...
must be strong, must be strong
overcome all emotional situation..^^
ok finished my welcome back words :D
yea changed my blogskin to this..
i really like this drama so all of u must watch !!
you're beautiful => name of the drama
i have also uploaded the several music from the drama into my new playlist so go listen
its mostly melancholic music..which suits my style
and i happens to have the same music taste as park shin hye noona :D
hope there will be you're beautiful season 2...
last but not least...love u guys...
may 2010 be a good year for us all..
mou ii yo_6:49 PM
